Today is the day we are both heading back up to school after Christmas break. It was quite the vacation considering we both spent Christmas with each other's families. This was a huge step in the world of emotional boundaries because you got to see why I'm such a weirdo and I got to meet your cousin Keith who declared I ruined Christmas, it was a great time by all.
After I left your Christmas and went to Alyse's house I spent the next two hours freaking out on her couch about nothing basically. Everything fit together and was crazy how much your family members reminded me of my family members and everything. I am still wanting to become better friends first and foremost, but I think I know now. You know the saying... you know when you know. Yuck... makes me all nervous inside and makes me freak out. Remember, you weren't apart of my plan Senior year and now that you've happened I'm all confused about my timeline that I planned out and stuff.... yeah we're not supposed to do that but I did. I planned a whole lot of things in life and then you came and were all great and stuff.
Anyway, I was looking at all my other friendships and was examining why we were so close. With most of the people that I consider best friends we've been on mission trips together or served together at Timber-lee so we have this bond of working together to further God's kingdom. We are kind of doing that at school but we're not really together in the same witcom so it's different. Becky told me that after Timber-lee this summer things should be a lot more clear as to what life holds. I'm hoping that after Timber-lee you'll be even more of a best friend who I can rely on. I'm excited to see you tonight but alas, I need to keep packing so I can actually get to school on time.
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