So we talked on the phone today before my canoeing class about how this blog existed. Now all of the sudden I'm very nervous about you finding this and reading things that I would prefer you to read later on in our relationship... like after we say "I do". I was never really that good at secrets but I kept this one for a good 9 months.
Anyways... If you're reading these things now you already know that I'm so madly in love with you it is ridiculous. I am so blessed with the gift of our friendship and I love the intimacy that we get to experience with each other now through friendship and one day when we're married we can dive completely into each other with no boundaries because our hearts will be one. BAH! I cannot wait!
So while we are talking about that let me be real for a second. I love that you are still ministering to people even where you are at but I am wearing thin with patience wanting to belong to you. Facebook is the worst as well. The advertisements on the side of that screen just show ring after ring and it makes me long for the day when you ask me that question. I know that you love me as well but to actually hear those words come from your lips is going to make me melt. I love how strong of a man you are and can't wait to be the woman who is clearly your number one fan. But again, I feel like you know all of this. I'm not sure how effective these letters are going to be now that this blog isn't so secretive and we're pretty open in communication now anyways that we both know our future looks like we're going to be together. I like you a lot friend, I wish we weren't apart.
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